Hearing the familiar sounds of clacking sticks and pucks banging off the boards and glass was not enough to wash away the lingering residuals of grief for Don Waddell on Saturday. The Blue Jackets' general manager was candid about the emotional toll that recent events have taken on him and the entire team.
On August 29, Johnny Gaudreau and his brother Matthew were struck by a suspected drunken driver while riding bicycles, an incident that has left the Columbus Blue Jackets organization grappling with sorrow and shock. Waddell's experience with tragedy is not new; in 2003, forward Dany Heatley lost control of his car, striking a wall and killing teammate Dan Snyder, and in 2021, Blue Jackets goalie Matiss Kivlenieks died during a July Fourth fireworks accident. These compounded experiences have forged a somber atmosphere around the team.
In light of these events, most Blue Jackets players have returned to their facility, attempting to reclaim a sense of normalcy as they prepare for the new season. A moment of silence was held before the opening faceoff of Friday night's prospect exhibition game between the Blue Jackets and Sabres, demonstrating a communal moment of reflection and respect.
As the NHL and NHL Players' Association step in to provide support to the Blue Jackets, their efforts have included grief counseling, added security at vigils, and addressing hockey-related issues. There may even be an alteration of the league's salary cap rules to provide Columbus some relief, a notable adjustment that underscores the league's recognition of the profound impact of these recent events.
Grieving Together, Moving Forward
"We got to play hockey. We're not going to forget about Johnny and his family, the Gaudreau family," Waddell stated. This sentiment echoed through the team as they aim to focus on the upcoming season. "Tragic. Senseless. But now we got to focus on trying to get our team ready to play hockey this year," he continued, reinforcing the balance between honoring those lost and looking ahead.
Training camp is set to open on Thursday, exactly three weeks since the Gaudreaus were killed, a poignant timing that adds to the emotional weight the team carries. There are two openings on the Blue Jackets' roster at forward, with one due to a wrist injury sidelining Justin Danforth. These roster adjustments add another layer of challenge for Waddell and coach Dean Evason, who are both newcomers to Columbus this offseason.
Among the players, Gavin Brindley was deeply affected by the loss, reminiscing about the mentorship he received from Gaudreau. "He was one of the biggest mentors for me at the world championships. I couldn't tell you how many times we hung out with Meredith, pictures on my phone. It's just so hard to look back and see that kind of stuff," Brindley shared, offering a personal glimpse into the bonds shared off the ice.
Team Unity and Preparation
Waddell emphasized the importance of the team coming together during this difficult time. "We all mourn and heal differently, but I think as a team being together like that is going to be critical for them to get moving forward," he stated. This unity is crucial for a team that is still reeling, yet determined to face the upcoming season.
"Everybody knows that Johnny wants them to play hockey. And everybody's rallying around that," Waddell noted. This rallying cry is more than just a motivator; it serves as a grounding force for a team striving to find purpose amid tragedy. "The guys are in really good shape. We've done a lot of testing already and they're eager to get going," he added, highlighting the physical readiness that accompanies their emotional process.
NHL Commissioner Gary Bettman succinctly summarized the current state of the organization: "The Blue Jackets, I don't think anybody's focused from an organizational standpoint, from a hockey standpoint as to what comes next, because I think everybody's still in shock." Bettman’s words reflect a broader understanding of the time needed for grief and healing, beyond just preparing for the next game or season.
Hope Amidst Heartache
As the Blue Jackets prepare to embark on a new season, there is a distinct sense of playing for more than just the game. "We have a reason to play for. And we'll make the best of it," Waddell concluded. This resolve to honor their fallen teammates underscores every practice, every game, and every moment they spend together on the ice.
In the midst of sorrow, the Blue Jackets are finding strength in unity, determination, and the memory of those they’ve lost. The new season will undoubtedly be a test of their resilience, but it is a challenge they meet with a shared purpose and profound sense of community.